Have you ever feels like no one loves you?

Read the title? Yes.

Have you guys ever feel like that?

Like..

"No one loves me.

Nobody likes me."

Families, friends and others.

I am not in anyone's priority line. 😔

Ada pun tak apa.

Tak ada pun tak apa.

Tapi ye lah. Setiap orang ada kehidupan masing-masing. I don't care if its a friend. But, families..

😔

Since I was little.

I never felt loved.

And.. Allah ciptakan aku sebagai manusia yang sangat suka kan kasih sayang.

Year by year, aku mula memberontak. Rasa seperti "No one loves me" tu sejak dari kecil.

I hope someone hug me.

But no one.

I love everyone. I love to make everyone happy.

But no one did the same for me 

Why?

Sebab aku hodoh?

Sebab aku tiada duit atau harta?

Sebab aku tiada kepentingan?

Atau sebab perangai aku?

😔

I am so sorry.

Adakah aku yang overthinking?

Atau terlalu lama mengalami kemarau kasih dan sayang?

Kalau Alisa besar pun, tentu dia pun akan memilih untuk 'dislike' diri ini.

Even I don't like myself.

I don't like the way I talk.

I don't like the way I walk.

I don't like the way I behave.

I don't like my appearance.

I don't like my ugly face.

I don't like myself.